Dear Cat Cat:
I can never forget the way you smile, the way you talk and the way you look at me. Every pieces of memories are so wonderful. You are the best thing that has ever happen to me in the last twenty odd years.
But today, it all ends here. No matter how much that I don't want to believe it, it is the truth. Now I am so regret that I have call you today. I wish the phone call didn't go through. Then, I can still live in my own fantacy world, where bear and cat are living in a fairy tale. Just as the old fairy tale stories ends, they live happily together ever after. This dream has broken right in front of my eyes. It is so fast that I couldn't catch a deep breath and embrace myself.
Please don't blame yourself, you deserve a better life and a happier future. What I dream of might be only a fantacy to you that looks so far away from you. It is like a dark star that hides in the dark sky that you can never catch it.
I am so sorry that I can't protect you when you needed me most, I am so sorry that I brush you away when you want to share with me your painful experience in your working life. I am so sorry that I have push you away from me, when I still have a chance to grab you and hold you in my arm. But all this is too late, all I can say here is I am so sorry for not being there for you whenever I should or should not be. I sincerly wish a very happy future and have a sunny smile on your face everyday. I will pary for you whenever I see a shooting star. (Although, it doen't seem to work very well, :) since I have wish that we will be happily together forever, but we are not anymore).
I am starting this blog to memorise all those unforgettable days and nights that we spent together. Please don't cry when you are reading this blog, because these are all those happy memories. I will keep them here and deep down in my heart. So, now put a sunny smile on your cat face!! ; ) and read on, otherwise please leave and come back when you are smiling.
If you spot any typos or grammatical errors, pls be shhhhhhh! don't tell other people. Because it is bear talk, so normal English rules doesn't apply here. Also I will document some of our best days in my rusty Chinese, please don't critise me for this, I know you are a genius in Chinese, am I right or wrong?
If you feel like to recap all the good times, please read on the blog. But be careful, they are deadly!!!! :( because you might pick up pieces of my broken heart.
warning!!! Bear's purpose of writing this blog is not intend to make you feel bad or sad. Bear use it to recollect the best moments of Bear and Cat. If you start to feel uncomfortable, please leave me a message to stop, otherwise please enjoy our sweet memories.
p.s I will update this blog from time to time with all our good memories..... so check back from time to times. And please only leave a message if you are the " CAT"!!
I feel that I am mubbling......But these are the thoughts that come through my mind, they are the purest form, so please forgive them.
I can never forget the way you smile, the way you talk and the way you look at me. Every pieces of memories are so wonderful. You are the best thing that has ever happen to me in the last twenty odd years.
But today, it all ends here. No matter how much that I don't want to believe it, it is the truth. Now I am so regret that I have call you today. I wish the phone call didn't go through. Then, I can still live in my own fantacy world, where bear and cat are living in a fairy tale. Just as the old fairy tale stories ends, they live happily together ever after. This dream has broken right in front of my eyes. It is so fast that I couldn't catch a deep breath and embrace myself.
Please don't blame yourself, you deserve a better life and a happier future. What I dream of might be only a fantacy to you that looks so far away from you. It is like a dark star that hides in the dark sky that you can never catch it.
I am so sorry that I can't protect you when you needed me most, I am so sorry that I brush you away when you want to share with me your painful experience in your working life. I am so sorry that I have push you away from me, when I still have a chance to grab you and hold you in my arm. But all this is too late, all I can say here is I am so sorry for not being there for you whenever I should or should not be. I sincerly wish a very happy future and have a sunny smile on your face everyday. I will pary for you whenever I see a shooting star. (Although, it doen't seem to work very well, :) since I have wish that we will be happily together forever, but we are not anymore).
I am starting this blog to memorise all those unforgettable days and nights that we spent together. Please don't cry when you are reading this blog, because these are all those happy memories. I will keep them here and deep down in my heart. So, now put a sunny smile on your cat face!! ; ) and read on, otherwise please leave and come back when you are smiling.
If you spot any typos or grammatical errors, pls be shhhhhhh! don't tell other people. Because it is bear talk, so normal English rules doesn't apply here. Also I will document some of our best days in my rusty Chinese, please don't critise me for this, I know you are a genius in Chinese, am I right or wrong?
If you feel like to recap all the good times, please read on the blog. But be careful, they are deadly!!!! :( because you might pick up pieces of my broken heart.
warning!!! Bear's purpose of writing this blog is not intend to make you feel bad or sad. Bear use it to recollect the best moments of Bear and Cat. If you start to feel uncomfortable, please leave me a message to stop, otherwise please enjoy our sweet memories.
p.s I will update this blog from time to time with all our good memories..... so check back from time to times. And please only leave a message if you are the " CAT"!!
I feel that I am mubbling......But these are the thoughts that come through my mind, they are the purest form, so please forgive them.
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