Your feelings

Dearest Cat:


As time past by, my feeling didn't get better. It is getting worst and worst, and I am trying to stop me from calling you. I don't want to make you sad again. I start to understand what you have been through for the past two years. Contantly waiting for me to call you, feeling alone. And I feel I am so stupid for not realising it for such a long time. I am so sorry, but it is too late.

I start to realise a relationship is not putting everything deep in the heart but to communicate to the other person, to let her know that you love her and care about her. I fail to do that, and I stupidily believe that in the end it will just work out the way I think it will be. I am so naive that I have put you through all this.

When you first start your job at CDB, it must be very tough for you to adjust to its enviroment. But I didn't stand behind you and support you. I didn't share your sadness. If I have one more chance, these won't happen again, but there never gonna be such a chance.....

Miss you , miss you, miss you